No emotions

i love you or i had loved you

you are my bestfriend or you were my bestfriend

i'm the  evil or i'm the angel

same person same smile same gaze but they are also different

how i'm gonna start this?

i still feel shy when i find my self in your eyes

i'm still admiring your shape from the corner of the room

i still talk to you with the softest tone i have

i still look at you with longing eyes that say

i wanna be with you forever, please don't go

we always meet once in a blue moon

i wont say i love you

i wont say you and i become us

you know?

it just my heart know you better than my brain

it just you've ever been part of it

and you always be part of it

i'm writing this with a little smile

knowing that i still care for you no matter what happpen

knowing i will pray for your happiness

knowing that we will fly on our own way

and may be i will dream about you twice a year

and some day when i look for stuff with my baby

i will meet you at the supermarket neighborhood